i have been with jordan for 3 almost 4 years i really never thought we would date this long. i think it is because i didn't want to have a serious boyfriend until i was 21 and i didn't want to have sex until i was at least 22.. my plans weren't God's plans.
but now i have this fiance that is more like a roommate. he is lazy annd he eats all the food. not to mention he can't stand to be in the same room as me. he always ask what i am doing tonight or the next day he doesn't want to spend time with me. I am unhappy and I have been happy for a while. I was hoping this engagement would make things improve. like our bond with us together but I was wrong.
I want to lust and I want to long to be with someone that longs for me back not someone who is just there. jordan doesn't care about my feelings or about my beliefs. he is a good dad and this really has nothing to do with Macy just how i don't love him.
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