college.

So today I was thinking (thinking a little too hard.. as usual). I am in school. I have been here for four years. most of the people I know are graduatuing this year I feel like I am never going to make it to the line to graduate. I don't think I am going to make it to the line because I am terrible at english. I can speak english but not correctly. I can't write decent sentences, no one ever taught me how or told me the reason english is so important. every class I take I have to write a paper. and everytime I get to that exact point in the class I freeze I can not go on. I would like to go on to complete the class with a decent grade but I can't because of papers. I would like to never go to class again. I really mean NEVER. but I don't think that goal will ever be reached. Most of the careers I want  to pursue the employee has to have great writing skills but I don't.

It is weird I have a blog. you write in a blog but I am not a good writer.