You can call me Karma because honestly I can be a b..... it isn't on purpose. I just feel like I am around bull crap 85% of the time. I don't understand the need to try to force me to believe all the words you say to me in a first meeting. I am not 15 I may look 15 but i am not. I feel one of my greatest assets is looking for the good in people. I honestly think some of the people around me think i am dumb and i don't catch on to them abusing my friendship. now, I feel I have been taken advantage of. I hate being a realist and a complainer. it just has to be annoying for all those around me.
blah blah blah blah. I am pissed. why do i make plans if the people involved are just going to bAIL ON ME.
I don't know what people want me to say. I don't like going out a lot. I would cancel all my plans if i didn't feel like it but I suck it up and go any way because my friends are depending on me. I try my very hardest not to get excited.
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